So I am 95% sure that I will not be coming back to NMU next semester. I thought long and hard about it today.
I still dont know what I want to do. I could be taking basic courses at occ right now paying 3/4 of what I am. With the classes I have taken so far it was basically worthless to come here. The only real reason I have to stay are friends, but to stay for that would be idiotic.
I miss all my friends. I realized when I went home this week how much they all mean to me. We've grown closer since we've been so far apart.
I miss not having money. I feel like a lazy ass sitting around all day not doing shit. I need to work, I have to many god damned habits I cant support without a job now that my money has basically run out.
I'm happy I made the decision but at the same time I'm going to miss a ton of my friends that I've made up here.
I'm ready for school to be done, I like being home now, lol. I came to NMU to get away now I just want to go back...
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